Relationship advice needed :-(?

i really some advice me my bf have been together 4 2 years off and on we break up then end up back together n now were at that point again were i start doubting our relationship...i feel like hes not the one...and my previous x is still on my mind is this wrong?...i shouldnt feel this way n i feel guilty now. the last time we broke up i spent a day in new york with him n it was a lot of fun but then joe wrote me a kinda come back i love u letter n i cried and went back shawn my x told me i am vunerable to my bfs feeling but i cease to beileve that because i really do care about him he has taught me a lot and helped me release condefidence that i thought i lost..he means a lot to me n i know he would do anything for me but why do i feel the need to break free n see someone else..maybe it because of his ways n how were completly different with no common interest at all..i like to go out n enjoy life im kind of a party girl/joe likes to sit in but i just wanna go out n have fun with a bf.Relationship advice needed :-(?
choose wwith whom u can be wat u originally are. choose da 1 with whom ur relationship is close to to friendship rather love. if u feel like u cant forget any1 of these 2 guys then its a matter of time. once u get settled wid 1 of these 2 u will forget abt da other1 slowly. but for the good choice choose who respects u , cares 4 u, infront of whom u acts what u really are and is like a friend 2 u coz its better 4 da long tertm relationshipRelationship advice needed :-(?
STOP IT!!!STOP IT RIGHT NOW!!!!! you dont need to make excuses its your life %26amp; your decisions %26amp; so sit back %26amp; evaluate your situation %26amp; make ya' choice..
Sounds like you have discovered your lover and found your mentor and you want them both. Can you see yourself in the future with either one. Who brings out the best in you? Go there.
You are obviously not wanting to be in a relationship right now--so break it off so no feelers get hurt and go have fun!